Update.

Hi all, I guess elisabeth sent a message to everyone about my stuff. Yup, my eldest sister knew that I went to church today. I was rather surprised when she sent me that message because even though she knew where I'm going, she still allowed me to drive the car. I mean this is not her usual 'practice'. I guess maybe because my parents were around, that's why she didn't want to create any conflict.

During the whole service, those words in my sister's SMS kept going through my mind. 'If you ever think of converting, I give you a warning first. Don't ever try', and I tried to keep myself relax and calm by praying to God during the service that He will help me get through this. I was quite relaxed after the service because I knew for a fact that God will be there to help me and give me the strength to continue in this journey. Through the holy communion, it sort of served as an assurance to me that since I have devoted myself to God and let Him take control of my life, I do not have to worry because I know that God has amazing abilities to change things for the better. The only thing I can do is to have faith in Him and pray that this faith will only grow stronger each day.

After I reached home from service, I did not have any conflict with my sister. I was quite relieved but she was giving me a stern expression and I just went straight into my room to avoid her asking me questions. Then after that, I did not really talk to her because I really don't know what might happen if we start to talk. I just kept quiet and do my own stuffs for the rest of the day. I guess everything is fine bah. I just want to tell the PCM that nothing bad happened and everything is alright. Thanks for keeping me in prayers and I really appreciate it. I do not know if today will be the last time for me to come for service but I just pray that one day, I will be able to come for service without needing to hide from my family members. I will still be able to come for PCM because it's on saturday and my family will just assume that I'm going out with friends. So I'm glad that I will still be able to meet up with all of you. That's all for this post. Haha God bless you all and have a nice week ahead.